Weight Watchers

I joined Weight Watchers! I need to get this weight off!

Why? Because I hate the way I look in my clothes. I hate buying clothes. I can’t wear the clothes I want to. I want to look good naked. I don’t want to have to worry about how I look to other people. I don’t want to have to worry about how I am sitting. I want to be hot. I want my husband to have “the hot wife”. I want my kids to see me as a healthy role model. I want to have more energy to play with them. I want to feel comfortable running around with them and not worry about how much is jiggling. I want to get “obesity” off of my profile at the doctors office. I want my BMI (however inaccurate it is) to not say I am obese. I want to look good in photos. I don’t want to stand out at the bigger one in a group. 

I could probably come up with 3o more reasons, there are so many. I just want to like how I look! Losing weight will fix some of these things but others are probably my own insecurities that will never go away. Maybe I will lose a bunch of weight and I will feel exactly the same. 

I have signed up for weight watchers on the plan where I can track online and go to meetings. I will let you know how my first meeting goes! I am feeling really optimistic about this weight loss endeavor. Of course, this isn’t my first time trying to lose weight. I am like most women and go through a never ending cycle. I feel like I am always trying to lose weight! It is so exhausting. You would think with all of the energy I put into trying to lose weight I would be a supermodel by now. 

Here it goes!